Carly Simon announced Parkinson's disease this week, framing music as the force that has kept her alive through it.
The diagnosis arrived alongside a facial cancer surgery that drove her into public silence—and now she's reframing that silence as something music rescued her from. It's a clean story, also a trap.
Glenn Gould quit concert halls in 1964 not because his hands failed. Because his nervous system rejected the physical presence of an audience at age 31. Within years, the music industry performed a neat reversal on his entire catalog—the studio recordings became "the real Gould" while his live performances, once the measure of authenticity, suddenly seemed like necessary compromises.
We didn't lose Gould's music. We lost our permission to value it the way he actually made it. Simon's catalog is built differently—she is a live performer first, her voice particular and conversational, landing because you can hear her in the room. If Parkinson's eventually makes touring difficult, we'll reverse Gould's trajectory and mythologize the live recordings as the "authentic Simon" while treating her studio work as what remains when the body fails.
We decide authenticity means whichever version of the artist we're about to lose.
The recordings will seem lesser not because they are, but because we'll lose access to her in motion. The mechanism is always the same. We decide authenticity means whichever version of the artist we're about to lose. This happens in creative work everywhere—the freelancer who stops taking clients, the director who retires, the chef who closes her restaurant. We don't reassess the work itself. We simply rewrite which version was ever real. The part of your work you'll miss most, the part that will seem in retrospect to be the true version—that assignment tells you something about what you actually value. Whether you're willing to say so while you still have the choice.